October 2011
You called yourself a dick.
It made me really sad to hear you talk about yourself that way. Even if you can be a jerk sometimes, you’re still my Nii-chan, and I still love you. Never forget that.
We talked everything out last night.
There was no drama, no anger, and nothing went wrong like I thought it might. I got everything out that was bothering me, and in the end I feel like it made us closer. I’m so happy.
I go for my check up Friday. I might not go to school, but I really want to so I can go to anime club to give a certain someone the exaggerated, drawn out hug they wanted, and to see a friend I haven’t...
Learn to relish my moments of kindness.
They may be the last you’ll ever see.
Random tumblr update? Okay.
I don’t know why I feel the sudden urge to write a shitton of stuff; I guess it’s because so much has happened lately. If you don’t like long posts or get bored easily, don’t read. Otherwise, here goes.
After being gone for a week, he finally came back last Friday and we got to catch up. Apparently he got taken on a road trip because he was all depressed since his grandma died, and then he...
I'm a selfish bitch.
I feel like shit. I want to cry. I don’t get why he isn’t here, even if he has an alibi, which, again, is why I’m a selfish bitch. I’m lonely. I wish I didn’t like him. I wish he didn’t hit on me, knowing what he was doing. I want my boyfriend back. I crave their attention. I crave their acknowledgement. I want this seasonal depression to fuck off. ...
Embracing my inner girl.
And it feels pretty damn good.
This facade I put up is for everybody else.
In reality, I’m just lying to myself.
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